if i watch you now, i've already added you.

new name is funkyhorror_r

(showing her a t-shirt)
me: "it says 'i support'."
mom: "support what?"
me: "homosexual stuff."
mom: "then no."
me: "why?"
mom: "because you'r ein my house and if i let you go parading around in that then....you can call me old fashioned, but i don't support that. i guess you could wear it in college or sometihng but..."

oh, believe me when i say there were quite a few things i wanted to call her. god. i hate that about my family. DAMN ITTTT. so let me just put this out here now.

all four Salem choirs got a superior from all three judges.
i am so excited.
i feel like dancing.

really.

today is amazing.
fabulous.
wonderous.

oh my god.

we've never sang so well.
i'm going to be on a buzz all day.

weeee.
shelby has voice lessons now :]
every saturday at 11:00.



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my mom told me i lost weight.
i look like i lost weight.
i'm feeling good.

let's hanggggg.

if i even get the chance,
i'm gonna take the time to be alone,
to reach depths in my soul that i never know i had,
to seek out things i've heard, but never known.

inside my body are precious mechanisms,
and in my mind are great expectations unsaid.
ilive my life hiding my thoughts and beliefs,
nobody even knows what's on the inside of my head.

maybe one day i'll finally get the chance to meet myself,
to understand my own body and mind.
it'll be a positive experience,
that only i, myself, can find.

i respect those who have found themselves.
it's a nice happening, not a crime.
the only reason stopping me is
the lack of time.

-lisha todd
7/21/75

they took blood ;_____;


i hate needles.

my throat is dead and 'm trying to sing and i can't ;_____;



p.s. this better be gone by thursday.

i'm working on learning this dance. and the lyrics.

hurray! tomorrow is an a-day and that makes me happy. a days are better. by a lot. i have theatre :]