imagination rocks.

NEW LJ

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 19:53:46 GMT

if i watch you now, i've already added you.

new name is funkyhorror_r

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 23:09:56 GMT

(showing her a t-shirt)
me: "it says 'i support'."
mom: "support what?"
me: "homosexual stuff."
mom: "then no."
me: "why?"
mom: "because you'r ein my house and if i let you go parading around in that then....you can call me old fashioned, but i don't support that. i guess you could wear it in college or sometihng but..."

oh, believe me when i say there were quite a few things i wanted to call her. god. i hate that about my family. DAMN ITTTT. so let me just put this out here now.

I'M STRAIGHT BUT I SUPPORT GAY MARRIAGE 100%.

thank you.

superior, superior, superior.

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 16:56:00 GMT

all four Salem choirs got a superior from all three judges.
i am so excited.
i feel like dancing.

really.

today is amazing.
fabulous.
wonderous.

oh my god.

we've never sang so well.
i'm going to be on a buzz all day.

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 23:56:54 GMT

weeee.
shelby has voice lessons now :]
every saturday at 11:00.

<333333

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 17:16:26 GMT

my mom told me i lost weight.
i look like i lost weight.
i'm feeling good.

let's hanggggg.

omg...

Sun, 17 Dec 2006 18:07:33 GMT

...i have 195 entries.

o_O

now 196.

i want you all to read this

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 23:11:30 GMT

if i even get the chance,
i'm gonna take the time to be alone,
to reach depths in my soul that i never know i had,
to seek out things i've heard, but never known.

inside my body are precious mechanisms,
and in my mind are great expectations unsaid.
ilive my life hiding my thoughts and beliefs,
nobody even knows what's on the inside of my head.

maybe one day i'll finally get the chance to meet myself,
to understand my own body and mind.
it'll be a positive experience,
that only i, myself, can find.

i respect those who have found themselves.
it's a nice happening, not a crime.
the only reason stopping me is
the lack of time.

-lisha todd
7/21/75

(...my mom.)

eeeeh.

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 14:35:10 GMT

they took blood ;_____;

i hate needles.

cries

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 20:51:19 GMT

my throat is dead and 'm trying to sing and i can't ;_____;

p.s. this better be gone by thursday.

wee

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 00:08:35 GMT

i'm working on learning this dance. and the lyrics.

hurray! tomorrow is an a-day and that makes me happy. a days are better. by a lot. i have theatre :]

so

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 20:41:11 GMT

i stayed home from school today
and i listened to miyavi and his greatness all day.
hurray :] i love miyavi. i haven't listened to him in a while...he's still my favorite musician, though.

anyway, this is the last week before christmas break! HURRAY!!

my dad the genius

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 16:41:17 GMT

"i think you'll learn a lesson if you get all of your math make-up work done this weekend instead of the weekend right before."

either way, i'm doing the exact same fucking thing.

ahh :]

Sat, 09 Dec 2006 03:55:43 GMT

god. i am so tired. but it's a good tired. it felt good to be back in the dressing rooms with make-up and hot vanity lights and people ^^- really. it was fabulous. it made me feel good.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 20:20:50 GMT

never IN MY LIFE have i ever been so frustrated! OH MY GOOOOOOD! okay. so we had a sub in intro to theatre today; she told us she really didn't know much about theatre. okay, expected. so then we do our warm-ups and whatever(after having to explain them to her -_-) and then we sat in a circle and she wanted us to tell about movies/broadways/etc. that we had seen people perform well in. boringboringboring...blah. then she asks us to do a cold reading of that one-act play (one we did last year). the first group finishes. "okay...that was bad. please read it again." oh. my. fucking. god. we were quiet, though. you know, 'just ignore it'. well, then she said some other shit and said "no one is a truely great actor until they've performed in Henry the 18th" and some other stuff about us not being serious about the class. so yeah, that set them(classmates)off. i got frustrated >_< i about cried. i had to go into the office and kick the wall. apparently i kicked it pretty hard because she came in there. no trouble though. ugh. FDSKJMLJHKKL; then, close the end of the bell, she just leaves. doesn't say anything; she just leaves. WHAT THE HELL? udfk,lk,jk;;. substitutes. yuck.

improving

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 20:20:07 GMT

i might to see wicked :D
*jumps up and down*

i have an unexpected
yet greatly appriciated
parentless night :]

someone wanna take me to
SLEEPING BEAUTY?

and my chorus class sounds amazing. and dr. k isn't one to say something like that often. i'm excited :] we're gonna kick ass at the chorus concert[12/21]. aaaaaaaaand i can't wait until showcase X3 OOOOOOOOH my god it's gonna be fabuloooous :D AND I WANT THE SOLO in chorus so freaking bad. seriously. IT'S YAYYYY haha
and christmas and my birthday and HURRAYHURRAH stuff is happening and it's good stuff and yay. i'm in a good mood right now ^^-

yuck.

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 02:11:36 GMT

red jackets.
blue shoes.
white umbrellas.
private notebooks.
old memories.
in this room.
~
give me my friends.
give me my music.
give me my camera.
give me theatre.
give me summer.
give me 'Wicked' tickets.
give me paper and paint.
give me my picture back.
give me another sleepover.
give me more will-power.
give me my motivation.
give me something.
~

ok, ok. i'm done with my horrible writing.
really, i can't wait until christmas. i'm not visiting relatives, i get to give friends cards and such and i'm getting a new camera. oh, and the day before break is the christmas concert :] go see it. [ace kicks ass].
oh, and if you have the n[channel], then watch south of nowhere. friday at 8.30.
i feel like writing a story. another story. i have 2 started right now...independantly, that is. me and kelly are working on out eleventh chapter of 'days gone by' :] i have 2 chapters for 'piano' and a prologue and part of a chapter one for my un-named wolf's rian story. hurrayhurrah :] i wish i could write an original, though. that's what i really wanna do...but i can never come up with a good plot. oh well, i'm improving, i guess.

:(

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 00:15:38 GMT

i hate being grounded from theatre.
i never see anyone anymore.
because they're always busy doing something.
and i'm stuck home waiting for 10:00.

mmm

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 22:53:31 GMT

so i cut my hair :]

it looks like steph's o_O
not my intention.

so

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 16:42:37 GMT

i'm planning on cutting/dying my hair.

:]

mmmm

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 17:55:43 GMT

i just played in a pile of leaves for like...2 and half hours. i feel like a little kid X3 but i also feel icky; there are leaves in my hair and my shirt and...my eye ;_____; oh well. SHOWERTIMEHURRAY.

well

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 20:04:25 GMT

this morning i was EXHAUTED. i was wlaking around like a zombie -_- it took me until like...the end of third bell to wake up. BUT WHATEVER. chorus was fun :] i can't wait for the concert [on 12/21; go see it] EEEEEEEEEE and i'm getting my dress on monday! :D it's soooooooo pretty X3 and it comes with jewelry. HURRAH.

baa

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 01:55:15 GMT

i love good memories.

" "Cue."
Push the switch up.
"Down."
Push the switch down."

"i like your eyeborws."

neptune festival
(i couldn't think of a qoute)

they thought my bag was a bomb XD

bleh

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:32:14 GMT

so, last night i'm sure i got a good...5 minutes of sleep. ever since my parents said i couldn't work on sleeping beauty--or any productions until my grades improve--i haven't been able to sleep. i just lay there staring at the ceiling, change the song, lay back down, move around until i get comfortable, change the song again and it repeats. like brynna said, "you never know how much time you spend sleeping until you're awake the whole time." or something like that. and all the thoughts that pop up in my head don't help, either.
"what should happen next in our story?"
"i really wanna hang out with shelle..."
"i can't believe my parents grounded me from theatre!"
"shit! i had math homework..."
"oh well."
and so on. ugh.

but whatever. i redid the FMA wall in my room. now i have a little mural of new york, the happy and sad faces and this picture of different-coloered paintbrushes. i like it :3 better than the wallscroll and poster. much better. more me, too.

now for one of my weird poem-rants

like all the guys in pokemon
ARE GAY
my sister is a dumbass
i like colors
i'm almost 16
i get a new camera for christmas
and hopefully a tripod, too
i can't wait for showcase
i love the chorus dresses
mrs. baker is awkward
i've never worked with wolf
ripping paper is good stress relief :]
oatmeal is gross
like zack
who still likes me
ew.

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 22:57:03 GMT

i have successfully made it through the entire day without saying a single word to my mom and very few to my dad[i'm finding it difficult not to snap at him].

jhgfck,mj

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 23:16:05 GMT

i finally write a happy entry and a few hours later it's fucking,mgf;WLRECKHG GOD.

i don't think i've ever ripped so much paper